Posts Tagged ‘stress’

The Little Reminders

Written by on December 17th, 2013 –

I am very open about having multiple sclerosis and about living with a personal disability. During the campus tours I do through my job, I openly talk about being registered as a student with disability through my school’s disability office. When travelling, I have no qualms with talking about the set of needles I have to take with me.

But I’ve been pretty lucky.

Yeah, I’ve had some big relapses—vertigo, loss of appetite, nausea, numbness, weakened vision… the whole nine yards—but for the year and a half since I’ve been diagnosed, there’s only been two weeks where I’ve really had to face my multiple sclerosis head on. The majority of time, I’m a perfectly able person with disability.

There have been some carryovers from my relapses: my balance is a little off, and I notice more of a stutter especially as I get more tired. But besides that, nothing.

I have daily shots I have to take, which can cause a big struggle. The days when I have no symptoms, those shots serve as a reminder that I am living with this. Which is really hard. It’s a reminder of all the uncertainties I live with.

What if today is the day I have another relapse? What if in between my meetings that day, I lose my sense of balance? What if halfway through class, my hand goes numb and I can’t write any notes?

A couple weeks ago, I gave myself my morning shot, and for the first time since I started taking this medication—about a year now—I experienced shortness of breath and anxiety. I’ve read that these are common side effects, but for me, the medicine hasn’t caused any side effects for me besides soreness at the injection shots.

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Student Leadership and Multiple Sclerosis

Written by on November 12th, 2013 – 4 Comments

A big part of who I am is the fact that I am a university student. Especially since I live on residence, work three different positions on campus and I’m a full-time student, my university career is my entire life. I even want to work in higher education when I’m older.

However, at the beginning of my journey of living with MS, I didn’t know if that was in the cards for me. I knew I had to avoid stress, but I live off being busy. I call myself a professional busy bee. So how was I supposed to avoid stress, while maintaining the lifestyle I loved and thrived off of?

My philosophy on student leadership needed to be change. Now it is one that has been touted by many: You’re a person first, a student second, and a leader after. I can only be a student leader, and involved in so many things if I’m a student, and I’m putting my academics first. So that needs to be the focus after I’m making sure to take care of myself.

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Finding my ZEN

Written by on November 29th, 2011 –

Multiple Sclerosis/Stress, Multiple Sclerosis/Stress, Multiple Sclerosis/Stress – 3 words that seem to just “fit” together without question.  How many times have we all been stressed out or landed in the hospital and the doc looks at you and says “you have to learn to relax and not get stressed out” or my personal favourite, “I understand that you can’t see and you’re off work for 3 months but try and stay calm and not get stressed out” …. interesting statement?! (more…)