Close your eyes, and let your mind fall back to a time when you were happy, like really happy, excited, scared, but the scared part didn’t matter because the joy you felt was so grand that it seemed to black out the fear. Remember that moment? The moment when the stars line up just for you, all the doors and windows of possibility are flung open waiting for you to pick one, whichever one you want. You have worked so hard for this moment.
All the late nights, mascara tears, mind blowing arguments, slaps, nights alone, and feeling all alone even though he is laying in bed right next to you, yes all those moments, well right now they don’t matter, because all you can think about is… OH MY GOD my leg isn’t working. The golden sun turns black, it starts raining, and his white trash ex girlfriend walks into the church and you don’t know what is going on. Suddenly your eyes shoot open and you sit up, freaking out, but regaining your breath because you just realized is was a horrific nightmare of all the sweet and sour things that could happen on your wedding day.